i was on a school trip when i was younger, and there was this one kid who suffered from some unfortunate mental disability. he was rather kind, and really a great person, but for some reason, on this school trip it happened. we were at the snow, and he had a lot of strength from his mental condition. he used his neurodivergent strength to push me under the snow. and now i can't talk to any of the women in here because i'm too shy! i don't really know what to do about it, but i think i should try to change them instead of myself because i simply cannot be held accountable